And I LOVED it!
It may take a bit to get as articulate as I'd like about it..perhaps just banging away on the keyboard will get me movin' and groovin' :)
I first went in at about 6:15pm - class was at 7. I wanted to get there early and familiarize myself with the building, who was there, where the bathroom was and all of that important stuff. I was met by someone I think I know already, lol, and then shown around a bit. I then was shown more by another man - turns out he is my mom's neighbor!
I then went next door and had 2 glasses of champagne. I was shaking so hard! I also had a hard cider in my cooler, lol, which I got into on a break, later on.
I really don't need to write this like a Yelp review do I? I just caught myself. This is different. The great wine bar and the cool studio aside, that is not what this blog is for.
I felt POWERFUL, strong, sensual, sexy, proud, sure of myself, confident, beautiful. I held the poses, dealt with the heat (first) and the chill (later), sleeping extremities and didn't let my eyes wander.
I do hope they want me back - and soon. Next week is covered, which is good for me as I will have my period then and tampons and I are not friends (but I'm willing anyway, should the other model cancel!).
*I* decide when and how people will view me - no one will sneak up, spy on me or take advantage of me again. My body, my right, my choice.
YES.
~ Raisin Girl
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